Thundering Night

This is the first night I've got alone after my recovery
Guess this is my first task to be alone
It's thundering and raining
Out of sudden, I really felt that a person can be much lonely in the raining night

Dear Diaries, please tell me
Tell me that it's me thinking too much
It's just thunder and rain
Tell me that somebody still worry about me
Tell me about that

But I know the truth
Nobody cares

I never thought that I can be so lonely
Trying to be tough
Trying to be strong
Yet, it's raining and thundering

Dear Diaries, thanks for keeping me accompany
Thanks for being here for me