Jezzzz.. but I manage to sleep back
When I woke up at 6.30am I still tired
Went to work
Well, it's really the last bunch of the company
And guess what
I finally finished them!!
Hurray
But But But
I still have 5 more cases standby for me
JEzzzzz
No matter how I OT also cannot finish
Suddenly can feel the burden held on me
All the cases were all very irritating
I realized that my senior himself doesn't like to do the company he gave to me
Seriously, being senior can choose
JEzzz
He gave me what he don't like
Cause he said it himself that the firm's documents are messy and incomplete
I mean, he himself realized that it is not easy to do
Then he gave to me
Took me like 2 weeks!
Life is never fair
Today I woke up with fever again
Felt very cold
I wore coat whole day and still feel cold
OMG
But I didn't really take the pill
Cause I don't really want to take medicine lately
I'm pretty much weak already
Don't want to burden more my liver or stomach
Listen to radio
And the only thing I hate is when I heard Raymond Lam's song
I mean like seriously, I don't like
Even Sin Yong notice it
She was just looking at me with the look
Well, none of us say anything
But the look
Well, just keep between us
And he find me again today
Guess what happen?
He told me that he wanna find me tonight
To talk about the tuition stuff
He wanted to open tuition center
I was thinking
Why he trying to push me to work?
All I can say is "I started OT this month, so I'm not free"
I think he planned to find me in gym
Guess, I won't be going there
Cause if I meet him there
I'm dead
Like dead dead
I won't be able to get rid of him
I mean like I don't want to hurt him
I'm fine but I just don't have the time to entertain him
Worst, when he was thinking something beyond the line
Worst, when he was thinking something beyond the line
I don't want to draw any attention
Worst
I don't want draw any problem to myself anymore
Everyday with that kind of workload make my brain heavy
Headache never leaves
I so wish that I can just chop off my head
But it is connected
Since the day I birth
I ate Maggie for 2 days already even I'm fever
Guess I'm really really am getting myself into tomb
But whatever
Who cares if I dead?
I mean, my parents will be very sad for sure
But guess I just have to put more effort on it am I?
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